"You don't think you'll live past it, and you don't really... the person you were is gone. But the part of you that's still alive wakes up and takes over again."
Hi, I saw that you requested a blinkie in one of the same communites that I'm in and I came to check out your live journal...you seem like such a sweet person and I love all the quotes and blinkies ect. on your page! I added you as a friend I hope you don't mind...you can also add me! Hope you have a great Valentines day!
Hi Valerie! How flattering that you were interested enough to check out my little corner of the world over here, haha! And I would be me than happy to add you to my friends list! My journal is a bit crazy, but I'm real. I have built a love and trust relationship with almost every one of the friends on my friends list. Welcome to my life! :P
Aw thats so awesome! I like making great friends and just by reading your quotes and seeing all your blinkies we have some stuff in commen haha! Hugs! and thanks for the add!
Hey hon, I hate to bother you, but you have a pick up waiting for you here. I am sorry for putting this here in your journal. *hugs* Hope all is well hon, miss chatting with you.
Thank you SOOOOO much for letting me know about this! I have been struggling to catch up on my friends page and the community. So I'm sure I have still missed an aweful lot of pickups... but I would have REALLY missed out on this one! So no worries about putting it in my personal journal, I really don't mind at all, not one bit, ever. I am doing alright, hanging in there. Just trying to remain as numb as possible to all the feelings and thoughts about everything that has hit my life all at once, it seems. As long as I remain numb to it all... I think I'll survive okay. I miss chatting with you too. I really need to catch up on your journal. Please know that I'm not just passing you by and ignoring you. I promise to do my best to get back on track, within the next couple of days, hopefully. Love you! Thanks again for letting me know bout that pickup. ♥
You are so welcome hon. I know your circumstances (kinda biased since you are on my friend's list) so I was going to hang onto it for awhile for you.
Don't worry sweetie, you will get caught up in time. I know there is lots you have going on right now. Just take care of yourself and your family first. I will still be here. *hugs*
ex_leondra5892 on April 8th, 2008 05:44 pm (UTC) hey emily, Leondra here
Can you please tell Tracie for me that I am trying to contact her but her lj is private and the email addy I had for her she no longer uses. if she can e-mail me @ dedrnm@aol.com have some news to share with her. Thank you.
How have you been? How is the family doing? Well I do trust. Thank you.
tears_embrace on April 8th, 2008 06:05 pm (UTC) Re: hey emily, Leondra here
Sure, I'll pass the word on to her. :) I haven't seen you around for a very long time! I have your pbnjsma or whatever account on my friends list, but have never seen anything from it. Then again, I haven't been around hardly at all in the last month or two, so I may have missed something. And I certainly don't ever hear from you. Is everything alright? How have YOU been??? I'm doing alright, pretty good for the most part. Family is well, too. Thank you for asking. Take care of you and yours. :) Oh, I added this account to my friends list too... but let me know if you didn't want me to. Love ya! Keep in touch! ♥
Hey, I noticed you took me off your journal. I really liked reading your entries and I know I was bad about commenting ( Iwas more forgetful than anything else). But anyways, you kinda just left quietly and I wasn't sure if I did anything wrong or anything. But in any case, if I don't hear from you, I sincerely wish you the best. You deserve it. :)
Hi sweetie! I'm glad you said something. I remove people after so long if they hardly ever comment on my entries, or if they hardly ever respond to my comments on their entries. If anyone knows how REAL LIFE can get in the way of LJ, it's me. So I really do understand when people can't be there all the time. I'm the kind of person who really needs the individual interaction with those on my friends list. I want to feel like the people I have reading my JOURNAL, the private parts of my personal life, are people whom I can trust, respect, get along with, have things in common with. I want the people on my list to be people who look forward to reading about my life, and commenting on it... being a PART of it. And I, theirs as well. Does that make sense? It's my personal life. I want to be really great friends with those who have the priveledge of reading about it. And interacting with each other, is an important part of that. Even though, as I said, I know it's not always possible to put much time into LJ.I DO understand that all too well. So anyway. I really enjoyed having you around, in all honesty! I suppose I just thought you had lost interest. I figure, if I take someone off my list who really did want to be there, they'll say something to me. Otherise, those who don't say anything, apparently didn't really want to be there, and I was right in taking them off *shrugs*
Hahaha. This was the LOOOOOONG version of telling you I'd like to re add you, if you're still interested. I appologize for the removal, and I really am so grateful and appreciative that you took the time to pull me aside and ask about it. Thank You! :) Alright, you've been added back. Welcome back to my crazy world! :P
Oh good! I'm so glad! And I'm sorry about not commenting lately. I appreciate when people comment on mine too - sometimes I just get really bad about it. It's not rudeness, just laziness. Not to mention, you tend to be a bit of a novel writer (don't worry, there's nothing wrong with that! hehe) so I scan over your entry in a hurry and make a mental note to go back and read later. But unfortunately, things have a habit of falling out of brains, and later never comes. I didn't mean anything by it and I AM trying to get better about it. I'm glad we were able to iron things out. Of course I'm still interested in being added. =)
Hahaha, yeah, I do write a lot! Hey, don't worry about not being able to comment all the time. Now that I know you're interested and do read and comment when you can, I'm totally cool with that! Even I got thru stages where I don't comment harldy ever... and sometimes, when I don't read for a long time too! I'd much rather you just skip commenting on an entry you couldn't get to, or whatever, rather than making some lame ass comment like "*hugs*" or "I'm so sorry" or "you're in my thoughts"... and that's it. I feel like that shows lack of interest... and those people might as well just move along. :) Anyway, I'm glad to have you back! Please PLEASE don't let yourself get all worried and stressed about reading my stuff and commenting! Like I said, now I know you're interested in my craziness of a life, you're all good! *squeezies* OH, and you've been added back! :)
lavinya_sedai on May 15th, 2008 10:45 am (UTC) I have pressies for youuuuuuu
Just because I love ya! If you're not happy with them or whatever let me know, I don't mind fiddling around to make them how you want them. Putting text on realistic images is a lot different to other graphics, I discovered lol. Anyways, enjoy your pretties my lovely!
Oh, and I don't know if you saw yet or not, but you are my example (yep, on all three!) on my latest blinkie offering ;).
tears_embrace on May 16th, 2008 01:44 am (UTC) Re: I have pressies for youuuuuuu
OH! Thank you, love! I think they look absolutly wonderful, you did a great job! I need to get to the communities and look, I'm so sorry for being so slow there. It's been a crazy week. I'll get there right away! *hugs*
That's very kind of you to think of me, thank you for coming by. And thank you for the compliment. I can't take the credit for it, though... all I do is find the images, and I have dear pixiegrl_11 make the cool banners and icons for me. I just barely changed it yesterday (I usually switch things around every couple of weeks for something different), so I still need to get my sidebar done too. Hopefully I'll get to that today while I'm going to be in bed all day anyway. How have you been, sweetie? Sorry I've been quite absent from everyone's lives lately... it's been a very up and down rollercoaster of a month, and especially the last week. I have had some life changing experiences... In fact. I don't think I have you on the filter I've been using to write about the last week. I threw it together really fast while I was still in the hospital, so I could have some privacy with the posts about it... and pretty much just included my closest friends I know in person mostly. But I need to revise the filter, and add in some of you whom I may not know in person, but whom I still consider very close friends. And I want to share it with you. Would you be interested in being part of that filter? If so, I'll go add you to it right now, and You can go back and read about the things that have happened, if you want to. Anyway... *tight hugs* Thanks for the wonderful friendship and love you've always shown me. I love you very much.
Alright, you've been added! Go back to May 21st, that's where the two posts about the medical are. And I think there are some others here and there thruout the last month or so, on that filter, too. I also went ahead and added you back to mindlight (thank you for adding me!) and also added you to Karen's journal, Sara's journal, and Michelle's journal. You don't have to be part of those, of course... but feel free to if you'd like. Pleased to have you join us more! *hugs*
tears_embrace on July 22nd, 2008 09:45 am (UTC) Re: Blinkie Fairy Pops In!
YOU, my love... are absolutly unreal. Amazing, and wonderful, to say the very least. *hugs you tightly* Thank you SO much sweetie! I... I don't even know what to say, how to thank you! You're so good to me. SO, so good to me. *wipes a tear*
tears_embrace on July 22nd, 2008 04:10 pm (UTC) Re: Blinkie Fairy Pops In!
You were right, I do LOVE this fairy. I can't remember where I've seen her before, on an image background or something of some sort... and I fell in love with her instantly. So when I saw her in a blinkie... I was like, "OOOHHH!!!!" Haha.
You're so sweet to think of me and especially what I've been going thru. I know there are others who have it worse, and things certainly could be much worse. But it's still hard to get thru every step, let alone every day. And in all honesty, things like this, are quite literally what keep me going from moment to moment. Because not only is it something pretty and fun for me to use and decorate and whatnot with... but it also shows you care. And that, my dear, means the world to me. *warm embrace*