If this one isn't animated, I'll eat my hat! :D

It wooooooooooooorks!!!!!!!!
*phew*!

So finally I've seen a photo of you....damn, you're pretty! :)

Oh, well, thanks love! That kinda took me by suprise, but a nice start to my day for sure. :)
I hope to lose most of that face fat, soon! Now that I am finally me again, there are going to be some major changes around here. Geez, you've missed a lot! You'll have to add mindlight and karenlight and sara_light back to your friends list too, so you can get caught up on what's been going on! Well... I guess though, even with all that, you wouldn't really get what's going on because I haven't straight forward written about most of it. So.... if you're interested in knowing, let me know, and I'll throw together a post or an email or something for ya, and fill you in as best I can. Cuz I know you were always one of my buddies that I felt I could talk to and you'd understand and... yeah.
Of course you don't HAVE to add anything you don't want to, and I won't tell you anything you're really not interested in knowing about!

K, so. I of course will go thru and try to catch up a bit on your entries when I get some time (which probably won't be for a few days since I have a million and ten things I need to do with my LJ this weekend, first. But if there's anyting you want to fill me in on or whatever, please, I can't wait to hear how you've been! *squee*

I'm so happy to have you around again! You need to throw me a recent picture so I can see how you've changed over the last year 1/2!!! You still up for being my sex slave? The position is open! LOL! ;)

yes pls tell me. I'm going to have to leave the house in a few to go do makeup for a friend but I'll be back later. I'm adding yr others of course...

I'm more dominant; I'd be a horrible slave! Will do pix later when I get home.

gothchiq@gmail.com if you want to chat that way.

I added your gmail to all of mine... so you'll get like, 4 invites. They are from me.
And thanx for adding the LJ's!

I have NO problem with you being more dominant... that is the way I like it best. So please, have your way with me!

*gapes at you* You.... You evil, WONDERFUL woman you!!! *jumps on you and squeezes* Thank you, THANK YOU!!!!!!!!! That was so... so great of you, sweetie. You are such an angel. *huggles*

Evol? Moi? Muwahahahahaha!

Night, hon! ;)

*smiles* Night, love. Sweet dreams! :)

Hey hun I've added you, hope you'll add me back! =)

Oh, goodies! *yay*
I've added you back as well. Welcome to my life! :)

Hi! I am a friend of Tiffany's winterfantasia and I saw that we have a few things in common and I was wondering if I could add you?

Surely, dear! I'd love to have ya as a friend! Adding you now. :D

Sweet.. Thank you!!! Added you. Was afraid to till I found I could.

Yeah, I'm the same way. I don't want people thinking I'm assuming they'll want me as a friend... so I always try to wait too.
Welcome to my insanity! :)

Well I do know what you mean there. I don't want to do it and they be like uh no thank you.

Well I hope I just dont bore you to tears with my journal.

Oh, I'm quite certain I'll not be bored with your journal. From what I've read on your info page, you sound like a VERY interesting person! I'm excited to get to know you.
There's a lot of much more personal things you wrote too... that I relate to, and some of which I hope I can talk to you about sometime. There are some things that I just don't really have anyone who understands to talk about those things with, and if I do have anyone who understands, those few people are always too busy to talk to.
So anyway. I really am looking forward to having you around. :)

Well there are days when I talk about things some days I won't. I tend to like it hidden.

http://users.livejournal.com/_magicsocks/57470.html


i think that is the most i have really ever opened up. and whatever you want to talk about hon you can always email me. i will answer you back. just ask tiffany.

Wow. Just wow. I know you said there you didn't want comments, but I'm sorry, I have to say how amazingly strong you are for all of that.
Thank you for sharing that part of your life with me. /hugs

And thank you for being willing to talk. I'm glad to know I can come to you.

I'm not strong hon. Trust me Im not. If I was it wouldn't bother me at times. And I thank you for saying and offering that. I really do. *hugs*

I know I haven't been thru the exact same things as you have, heaven forbid I ever do. But I have had my own share of Hell in my lifetime, including witnessing the beating, rape, and murder of my best friend at age 6 (which is what started the mental illness I suffer from called Dissociative Identity Disorder, aka Multiple Personalities)... being raped 3 times by two different people.... suffering thru a 2 year physically, sexually, and verbally abusive relationship.... and growing up with a physically and verbally abusive dad. And the recent drama of spending time in jail for a crime I didn't actually commit.
So I have seen my share of cloudy days. And I *DO* understand, if nothing else, the pain that comes with such trauma, and how it lingers for what feels like forever. And believe me, I too have moments (most of the time in fact), when I don't feel strong either. And I'm sure compared to how I should be, I'm not strong at all.
But try to look at it this way, and I'm sure you have. We SURVIVED. And we will continue to survive, at all costs. And *THAT* makes us stronger than anything.

Holy cow!!! Gawd I am so sorry that you have went through that. Damn. And we are survivors. Girl you are one hell of a survivor I will say that.

Well, I take it one day at a time. That's really all we can do, right?
/hugs

yeppers. i am so happy that i added you. :)

/smiles
I'm really happy you added me, too. And I'm glad I added you as well. I already love ya to death, and I think we can be a good support for each other. We've been thru a lot of the same types of things, so I know we'll understand each other in ways maybe others can't. :)

awwwwww that is so true. its hard to find someone you can relate to. that doesn't feel sorry for you but actually understands what you are talking about it. ya know me and tiffany are twins so you maybe our triplet. :)

I LOVE Tiffany... she is such a neat girl! She's a newer friend of mine, and I am so glad to have her around. I hope to get to know her even better, and I hope we can all be close friends too. :) It'd be awesome to be triplets with you guys! haha! :P

Tiffany is just so awesome. She really is. She seems to know when somethings wrong. And I know when something is wrong with her. She truly is a great friend. I can say I am more than blessed to have her in my life.

That's great that you two have such a close bond. A wonderful friendship, it sounds like.
I have a few really good friends in real life, some of which are on LJ... but I don't ever see them anymore. And I have really wonderful friends on LJ... but I don't have that ONE "soulmate" type of best girlfriend that I'd give anything to have.
I have a guy friend who is my "soulmate" best guy friend, his name is Anthony, he is spotts1701 on my friends list. He and I were dating for a few months, he lives in Nevada and I live in Utah. But that relationship ended last week... it just wasn't working out that way. but we're still best friends and as close as ever, and I still love him so much.
But like I said, I so badly want that girl friend I can be close to and think of each other as best friends. It'd be so nice I think. /sigh

I was terrified of her at first. I really was. But now I know her very well. I have that "soulmate" relationship with her and maybe one other person off lj. My husband and I aren't as close as alot of people believe. I guess we act really happy when we are out. So talk about being lonely at times. I don't have real friends here. Nor family. So it suciks. And I am sorry things didnt work out hon.

It's alright, it's for the best. Maybe things can pick back up again with us in the future, and maybe not. He was just not in the same place in life as I was... and I needed more from him than he could give me. And that's okay, we'll always be good friends. :)
I'm glad you and Tiffany were able to find such a wonderful closeness in each other. That's wonderful. :)

I forgot to tell you... if you're interested, I'd love you to be part of my other journal, too. it's where I write my more personal stuff, and also where my alters write when they have things to say. If you want to add it, feel free, it's mindlight. I'm in the process of updating about what it all has to do with, so hopefully that will be done tomorrow. But if you're itnerested, I'd love to have you part of it!

I added that name also. :)

Thanks, hun. I added you back too. I'm glad to have you on board. :)

cool............. hehe